My Plan

Okay my calorie allowance for the first two days of ABC is 500. So I have made a food plan for these two days, to hopefully keep me focused.

Breakfast:

• Honey loops - 109
• 50ml of milk - 24

Lunch:

• Half a carton of soup - 129

Dinner:

• 2 carrots - 64
• half can of sweet corn - 60
• half jar of sweet and sour sauce - 70

Snacks:

• A can of diet coke - 1.5
• Coffee - 42

Okay I just managed to get under 500, the total for this ^^^ is 499.5. I know what is it with me and the most random numbers ever.

I don't know how much exercise I am going to be able to do over the next two days because I am in the middle of cleaning my house, that burning cals right? Well I'm going to try and walk or at least go on the wii for a while.

I'm feeling quite good about this, I haven't thought about how I am going to get around my mum when she gets back, but I'll find a way. I want to do this, I think I need to prove to myself that I can.

My brother stared talking to me when he got back from work earlyer as if nothing had happened, I didn't really talk back I just made some noises and nodded. What the fuck is with him, was he hoping I would just forget or something?? Uh I don't know. I'm trying not to let it annoy me because I have enough stresses at the minute with out him as well.

Thank you again my beautiful, beautiful girls for the wonderfully supportive comments. I love you all so much

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