While Ive been away, I had managed to get myself to my lowest weight - 94.7ibs, I felt light, I could see bones. I was getting into a lower jean size. (UK 6) It was all going so well.
But I stupidly let myself believe that because I was 'skinny' I could let myself eat crap.
But the mistake I made was thinking I was skinny. I wasnt skinny I was just smaller than before.
This morning I weighed in at 101.6, I need to fix this and I need to fix it now before it gets out of control.
Im sorry ive been a crap blogger. If anyone still comes here, thank you.
Thank you so so much for sticking by me.
I know its a selfish thing to ask seeing how I disappear for months on end but please dont leave me.
Please stay.
x
