Wednesday, 17 October 2012

Still here...

I havent left again, Im just trying to catch up again with everyones blogs. I am amazed at how things have changed. Some people have recovered and moved on, others are much further into the hell of their eating disorders than when I left and others have just disappeared. 'This blog doesnt exsist' or just a normal every day post that was posted months and months ago.
I think those are who I worry about most, no last goodbye post, no reason to their disappearance, just gone.
I like to think that they made the choice to get well and leave this all behind because the other conclusion is to much for me to even think about.

Thank you 'Perfecting my emptiness' Im sorry you were worried, thanks for sticking by me.

I will do a catch up post soon when Ive finished catching up with all your blogs.

I hope weather you still blog or not that you are all safe and well.


  1. <3 I'm looking forward to hearing all about what you've been up to, darling, and how you are!
    I do hope things aren't too hard on you at the moment.
    Much love,


  2. I love you, there is no reason to thank me, i just wanted to know that you are ok, that you are still above the surface of the water, i cannot wait for that post
    I love you, a lot,