My binging is kind of out of control. I have so much food inside me, but I am so very weak, I can hardly string a sentence together, everything is such a hassle and takes so much energy to do that I simply do not have.
I weigh more now than I ever have before, but even that isn't enough to stop me.
I've said it a lot before but I hate what I have come, but right now
I don't even really care.