Sorry I've sort of disappeared again, I'll explain all when I get back, which will be after Christmas.
Just wanted to say thank you to all you wonderful people, and thank you for all the comments and I'm really sorry I haven't got back to them, but I appreciate every word that you beautiful people take the time to type.
I am in good spirits at the minute, which makes a nice change.
I want to wish you all an amazing Christmas, and remember that Christmas is a time for friends and family and fun, not food, so please try and enjoy yourselves as best you can and make the decision that food WILL NOT ruin your day. Enjoy the time with your loved ones, you all deserve it much more than most.
I love you all very much and thanks again