Tuesday, 6 December 2011

It still amazes me...

That you care enough about me to say such lovely things.....

It feels like Christmas. I put the Christmas tree up last night. And it has been snowing on and off since Sunday night. I have been making Christmas decorations with my nanna and little cousin for the past two weeks. Christmas presents are, well non-existent at the minute actually. Well I have my sister sorted for Christmas.
I have annoying people who have birthdays in December. My nanna's tomorrow, my best friends on Saturday, my dad on the 19th and my sister on 23rd. So I have birthdays to buy for as well.

I do love Christmas, I really do. I'm a big child.
This will be my first Christmas as an adult.

I will be one of those people though, who only grows older in numbers.
I will be young forever.

I wish I didn't have to eat again.

I can eat everything or nothing.
There are no inbetweens with me.

So tomorrow I will eat nothing.
I will see 105.5 again, by Monday.

I will weigh myself in the morning, so I know how much I've to lose.

I haven't cut since the last time I posted about doing it, but I've noticed that I get an urge to cut when I'm healing, when it looks like the little marks might fade away. I don't have any intentions of cutting anytime soon. The last time was obviously a bit deeper because the marks are clearly visible.
Why can I not them fade away?

Thank you all again for being so wonderful


  1. You are so sweet, thank you for your comment!
    In my next post I shall give a proper reply :)
    Christmas is such a good time of year (minus the fact that we're constantly surrounded by food).
    I just love the vibe, the colours, the presents, the holidays and the people.
    You WILL see 105.5 by Monday.
    I know you will.
    Please, try not to cut, I know that's easier said than done.
    I'm so proud of you.
    Love Anafly

  2. You're beautiful love, you deserve to be happy.
    Keep on going; let the magic of holidays and christmas and birthdays consume you; get caught up in it, because you deserve to.
    You're lovely.

  3. In response to the comment you left me, yes, of course :)
    You can definitely post it and with a link to my blog.
    It really flatters me so much that you wish to do so; it means a lot.
    Love you,

  4. Hey!
    Just wanted to say that i really enjoy reading your blog.
    I wish it was snowing here too.

    Be strong!