That's still a big thing about blogger that I can't seem to get my head around, the fact that you care. About me.
I did cut.
But it's not that bad. I have never been a deep cutter, just enough to draw blood and feel it. I do it on my thigh. No-one ever sees my legs, even before the scars.
I do have scars and it's plain to see how they were caused, but they don't bother me that much, because I'm the only who sees them.
Although they have been there for a while, I don't think I'll have them for life.
I feel more positive today, I lost a pound from yesterday. I weighed myself about half an hour ago before I came up to bed and was still the same as this morning, which is amazing! I gained nothing all day, so hopefully I will get another good loss tomorrow.
I'm sorry Lucy and Alisha, but know that I'm only doing visual damage, and that will be the last time for a while.
Thank you again for caring.
And Alisha, please do what you can to keep the eating disorder out of your life, please don't let it creep back in.