Even though I don't expect you to read or comment, I'm so very grateful that you do.
It makes me feel better knowing that you all understand. I hurts me as well though to know that there are others suffering the same as me.
I'm so very glad for this place and for all of you. I love having somewhere to come and just be. You all keep me going.
I'm sorry I'm not commenting at the minute, but the way I am now I have nothing to say really, I have no words of comfort and I don't want to say things just for the sake of it. When I write comments, I really mean what I write, but I don't feel anything right now so anything I would say to any of you in comments would feel like a lie.
I bore myself, with all my sad writing I really do and if I bore you, none of you ever let it be known. Thank you for that.
It's 4.50pm here and I am yet to eat, lets hope it stays that way.
80 calories of coffee, 5 calories of juice and 2 pro plus is what I have ingested today.