Tuesday, 13 July 2010


Thank you for all the beautiful comments girls.

I was at the beach today, I went with my aunty, uncle and little cousin. She will be 3 in a few months. It was very sunny, in fact there was a huge black cloud over us the whole day, but we had fun nonetheless (Is that one word<
I really had a lovely day.

I ate over 1800 calories today, although that is a really rough estimate. It was a 20 minute walk to the beach from the car, I was running around after my little cousin and carrying her, and walking through the town, I'm sure I burnt a few calories but with the mammoth intake, it makes a miniture dent.

I woke up at 107.4Ibs this morning, I'm sure I will have rocketed up again tomorrow morning. It was a cold day, my aunty gave me her jacket because I was cold, I tried to decline but she refused saying I needed it more, that I had little to keep me warm as I was skin and bones. I know for a fact that this is a lie, I may be a bit smaller than I used to be, but I used to be 116Ibs (In around February) so I was a bit chubbier, but I am by no means anywhere near skin and bones. It felt nice to her that she thought I'd lost weight though.

I purged last night, 3 slices of toast. It felt good. I felt the need/urge to do it after everything I ate today but it wasn't possible.

I am going to a friends on thursday night so thursday/friday my intake will be minimal.
Sorry this isn't a great post but I knacked and I want to reply to your comments otherwise I will forget.
Good night my beautiful little angels


  1. Hey lovely,

    thanx for commenting!

    As for holidays/beach life... wouldn't a nice pareo be the right solution for you? I mean seriously, you can hid scars AND fat with a pareo!

  2. Hello my Beautiful Rachel!

    Very happy you had a good time at the beach! 1800 still is not bad for one day. You can get right on track again no problem! You got this! 107.4:) I can only IMAGINE that number thats so great. Remember try keep a postive outlook on your goals and yourself:) You will reach your goal in no time.

    Good luck the rest of the week!! You are awesome:)


  3. you skinny minnie you! 107.4! i envy you missy, so dont be getting down on one day (that was still below the recommended daily amount) ;)
    good luck babycakes and stay strong. xxx