Wednesday, 28 July 2010

Thank you

for your lovely words on my picture post and previous binge post.
I'm glad you all think my dog is beautiful. Thanks for the kind words about me as well, I wasn't sure weather I wanted to put it up, but I though, I know what a lot of you look like so thought it was only fair.

I think I am getting hair dye today or tomorrow, so I might post another picture when I do it because it wasn't very purply in that picture.

Today will be better, I know how often I say that, and to be honest I'm getting really sick of saying it, but I am sick of being this weight, I think if I can get to 106, it will be a lot easier to get to 99, then get down to my goal weight.

I need to re-think my food plan I think because atm I'm having:
Coffee and a peach

Coffee, cuppa soup and a peice of toast

Half a packet of uncle beans rice
Diet coke

But then in the evening I binge. What is it with night time binging??

I am going groccery shopping with my mum later, so I will be having a look for some low low low low cal snacky things. I don't think it would be realistic for me to think I could just stop night time eating, but I can help myself by getting things that won't do to much damage, and then try and wean (sp??) myself away from it.

I will have a look for other things as well, I will let you know if I get anything worth telling.

I had a dream last night, well two actually:
Dream 1: I dreamt I was in my kitchen and my brother was helping himself to my honey loops, he used all of them. I was shouting at him telling him they were in my section of cupboard.

I woke up very disstressed, I have this thing with people eating my food, like we have a long cupboard in our kitchen, and the very bottom bit is where I keep my food, and I don't like people having my stuff. When I woke up after this dream I had to go downstairs to check my honey loops where still there. How messed up is that??

Dream 2:
I was back in high school, I had got into trouble and was running away with a friend, I ran into a classroom and hid behinde a whiteboard. Then a class came in and the teachers, there were two, came in with them, they started talking and I recognised their voices, I looked up and the teachers were Jennifer Sauders and Joanna Lumley.

Yeh I have strange dreams. Don't know why I felt the need to tell you that, but yeh.

I think I have ran out of random things to say, so I will go and I'll post later, when I'll hopefully have something a bit more worthwhile to say.


  1. Those are some really strange dreams. I kept dreaming I was in the Willy Wonka factory, (I'm on a fast) I swear I could literally taste the chocolate. Good luck with the grocery shopping!!

    xo Chloe

  2. ahhahah dream #1 makes me laugh, because I am SO territorial with my food! If I bought it, its mine. If it was bought for me, its mine. Do not touch it, i will get very angry with you.
    Have you seen an episode of friends where Joey doesn't share his food with Rachel's 2 or 3 year old child? Everyone thinks he's all evil cuz he doesn't share with a baby, and he's just like "JOEY DOESN'T SHARE FOOD!"
    thats what I feel like. hahaha

  3. ahaha i get so angry if anyone ever touches my mini milks. it's so frustrating because i swear they always put a million strawberry ones in the box and then one or two chocolate and vanilla ones which are the BEST. so i spend my life eating the strawberry ones to get to the nice ones and then people come along and just eat the nice ones and i'm like WHAT. okay, rant over. xx