My life has reduced to nothing
I have nothing to live for
No college to go to
No job to go to
No friends to see
My whole summer will consist of cleaning and tidying, the house and my room.
I will wake up and wash dishes, I will clean the kitchen, I will tidy up the living room, I will put on washing, I will tidy up my room, I will hoover.
I will wake up and do this day after day after day.
If I were to not wake up on the morning, the one and only thing that would change would be that the dishes would not be done.
I don't want to die
I don't want to live
Why can't I go somewhere inbetween?
How do I do it?
1 week ago