I could float away,
I wish I could melt away,
I am with people most of the time
But I feel so alone.
I love my best friend so much,
I am closer to her than anybody else I know
But she wouldn't understand.
Even if she wanted to.
Sometimes I wish I could have someone,
To talk to, to understand.
But other times, I'm glad no-one does.
I don't deserve anybodies time,
I love being alone
I hate being lonely
I love that no-one knows
I hate that no-one understands
I love how I can keep secrets
I hate the liar I have become
All I'm really sure about is that I love each and every one of you.
conversation on a working saturday
2 weeks ago