Yes, monster breakfast, that is what I am chowing down right now. Toast with sugar, pancakes and maple syrup, a glass of milk, a cup of tea with sugar, cerial with milk and biscuits.
"OMG Rachel, are you at some horrible function where you can simply not get out of eating all this shit", you ask??...... No I'm just a fat, greedy, uncontrolled bitch!!
I wasn't hungry before I started and I am insanely full now but I am still eating.
It is only 11.20am. No more today, I am babysitting later so just tea and water.
I am sick of failing, like really, really sick of it
Oh my heart
5 days ago