I haven't posted since Wednesday. I've had a bit of trouble with my family, well my brother. We had a massive fight and he said some really nasty, cruel things to me and my sister. He tried to kill himself last year and told me that if he tried it again, it would be my fault.
Now he has disowned me and my sister, he wants nothing more to do with us, he said.
I have cried so much over the last few days, and I rarely cry, but now I think I have used up all my tears. There are none left.
Needless to say my fast has gone to shit, I still have 3 days left til my mum comes back and believe me I am going to make them count.
I had to stay at my dads with my sister because she didn't want me to stay with my brother. I couldn't sleep and was just so exhaused I didn't have the energy to fight with myself about food. But I will give my everything to these remaining days.
I'm sorry to everyone that gave their support and left such lovely comments
5 days ago